What am I supposed to do if my mind full of that sick thing? It just gonna makes me sick all over again. Can I be more positive? Whereas positive seems like naive. I don’t know how to clear it. They come again and again, how do refuse? I’m tired of being negative, but dislike to agree the bad things. Should I just let it flow and be an arrogant? Should I be an angel and said everything would be alright? Should I be a devil and said everything against me? Well, i guess i’ll take the middle of this, I just be an angel when everything comes against, i know God doesn’t give me a test if i can handle it. I believe that God want me to learn and steady when everything comes trouble.